the holidays suck.

They just do. They're filled with memories, and reasons to be depressed. Couple that with being in a one-sided relationship, and it's easy to wonder what the fuck we're supposed to be celebrating together anyway? I can't get away. I can't rest, escape, find joy, or deal with any of it. I really don't want to. Maybe next year will be better. If I even stick around to find out.